Inside the church, it feels like another world entirely.
The others begin to enter. For the first time
since we stopped at that
barricade, I remember Irene. God!
Is she dead? I look from one face to another. Praying at each turn. And there she is. Irene.
Standing with her back against the wall. I run
up to her and almost embrace her.
But I stop halfway. She does not
look as excited. "Hey".
I smile as I stand before her. "I'm glad you're fine".
"Thanks". She sounds very indifferent. What da heck! I'm in all this mess for this girl and it means nothing to her? I feel stupid. I am stupid, actually. I feel a strong sense of disappointment in me. I walk away from her. "What exactly attracted me to this girl?" I ask myself. I am not a womanizer. But I enjoy the company of girls. I've not had a girlfriend for some time and I've been enjoying being single. But recently, the crack is beginning to show. I know I need a woman. So I decided to get one. At six feet two, dark skin and muscular body, a girl would be easy for me to get, right? No. Yes, I get the girls. They just don't seem to stay. I dated seven girls in four years of university, the longest was three months. Now, two months after my convocation, I'm back to being single. I had hoped I'd meet my dream girl when I finally go for NYSC - and then I saw Irene that Sunday. I don't know much about this girl. As a matter of fact, I don't know anything about her. I'm only attracted by her beauty. Standing about five feet ten, with a slim but not thin body and very smooth and moderate curves, Irene is beauty. Her hair, her natural hair, is the longest I have ever seen. The hair is so dark and smooth as it falls behind her on her back and over her shoulders in front of her. Irene's beauty is the reason I am in love with her. But I know I am in love with her. No matter what she is beside her beauty, I love her. "Hey", a voice calls me out of my semi-trance. I turned. Irene. A soft feeling of pleasure runs from my head through my spine to my feet. "Thanks for looking out for me". She says in that smile that works like a spell. "You're welcome”. I manage to reply as modest as possible. She walks up closer to me. "This feels like a dream". "Something worse". "But I’m sure we'll be fine", she's still wearing that smile. How could a girl even smile in this circumstance? I can't! I stare at her. My mouth slightly open. I've never seen a girl so brave and confident. "Are you not scared?" I manage to ask. She just smiles back at me. "I'm sorry to ask this, but how old are you?" I just cannot hold the curiosity. "Twenty-one". She answers sharply. God! She's two years younger than me and she's this calm when I'm already dead and buried in my mind? "But fear as nothing to do with age", she adds as if she could hear my thoughts., “it’s a matter of faith". "Faith", I reechoed to myself with a slow nod. "You know what my Igbo name is?". I look at her curiously. "Chimamanda", she answers herself before adding "Do you know what that means?" I shake my head. Suddenly, we hear a sharp sound as someone slides through the hole into the building.
Tony
instantly picks a log of wood and is about to
hit the intruder when he screams
in whisper. "Please. Please.
I'm not one of them". Tony
pauses. But the log is still raised. Who are “the them?” Someone inquires. "And who are you?" Tony adds. "My name is Jasper", the stranger begins.
"I am an Isoko man. I live
here with my parent’s family, until they
killed all of them this morning". "Jesus!" "Who
are they?", The stranger
looks at us one by one in silence before
saying softly, "terrorists". "We are finished!", someone says. "What exactly is going on?” Tony asked.
“The terrorists’’. We thought the government has
finished them off, until they resurfaced this
morning and..." He breaks into tears,
Tony sighs. Okay guys. It's getting dark. Let's
get some rest. Hopefully, they'll
be gone tomorrow. “We have to cover this
hole", Jasper suggests. "They
may pass by". Himself and
Tony drags a pew in the way of the hole.
"Is anyone with a phone?” Tony asked.
I checked my pocket. My phone was gone. Must have
dropped off in the bus. Everyone else also seems
to have lost their phone - except
Irene. But her phone is dead.
"Okay", Tony continues. "Remove
the battery from the phone. Let
everyone put away anything that could create light." He looks around. "How many are we?"
He counts. There are eleven of us. Fourteen of us
began this trip - excluding the driver. "We
have to stay close together".
We all rally close and lie on the bare floor. I
cannot sleep. I doubt anyone can.
We still hear sounds of gunshot
from faraway. I think about my poor mother
and my younger sisters; Teni and Busola. I wonder what is going on with them right now. And
what they think is going on with me. Tears slowly
roll down from my eyes. One hour, two or three.
I finally doze off.